Who could have told that readapting to the life in Paris would be so difficult not because of the differences between the two ways of life but because of obstacles emerged throughout last days. I don't want to focus on them even though it's so easy to complain and feel sorry for myself. But today I came across another blog full of regrets and complaints and I found it very uncomfortable to read so I don't want the same thing for mine. Especially that this blog is dedicated to my expierences in life with God so there is always place for hope.
I think that this is the best word that describes the state of my soul at this very moment although I see so many things that deny any hope. So I want to encourage myself and you whoever experience similar problems that we should follow Abraham who "Against all hope, he in hope believed and so became the father of many nations, just as it had been said to him, 'So shall your offspring be'." (Rom. 4:18). I also believe that God has the best promises for me and you who trust him. Sometimes the thoughts to give up arise in my head but I know that it leads to nowhere. Instead of it, I will trust my God and be sure that He will guide me through the desert into the lands of His promises. I want to look for his miracles not for things that make me away from Him.
And actually, if I look closer to my life I will find them and share with you. Because, they are there, aren't they?
Today, I said goodbye to the one of my closest friends here in Paris. I find it difficult to think that we may never see again but on the other hand it reminds me how precious is the time, how we use it and with who we spend it. Once again, it came to my mind that how we live our days... is how we live our lifes.
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