What I learned throughout last couple of days is that it is really worth praying and trusting God regardless the circumstances. Like I wrote the last time I decided to trust Him in these obstacles and not to give up. By every mean looking for the bright side of my life and even in a difficult time praise His name. God listens to our prayers and has always the best timing to answer. Not to speak theoretically, today after struggling with not too much efficient studying in the departamental freezing library or in my room full of distractions, today "by chance" I found a library where I could well focus on the subject and it wasn't cold. Maybe it's nothing big, but between days of exams the matter of effective preparation growed into a great problem. Thank to God today I succeeded. I don't know how it's going to be tomorrow (the heating will go off or the person seating next to me will disrupt me with the loud music on his/her mp3 player...) or after tomorrow (the exam questions will be extermely difficult or I will forget all I learned...). But maybe it is better like that, because in this way I get to know God better and how to rely on Him. So I believe that my test of faith which concerns not only my studies but some other stuff that cumulated now, will be accomplished soon and I will be able to share how much did I grow spiritually thanks to that.
To finish with something different, I recently realised how following Jesus changes me. In the practical way... Because who would have thought couple years ago that I would be feeling so well among the other people, my friends and that I would be in such need to share the time with them instead of closing up and isolating what used to do in the past. I still love to be on my own from time to time, but not as much as meeting someone to share thoughts or help somehow. Wow God, I want that more in my life... :)
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