I haven't written for some time recently which was caused by my trip to the homeland. So many things are going on these days that I didn't have time to stop and think. Although I am spending wonderful moments with my family and friends I noticed that neglecting everyday time with God brings some discouragement and weird thoughts. However, today and throughout last days I was witnessing again how caring and loving is God. It's amazing how challenging and stressful affaires become simple with Him. I am really impressed by it especially as I know I don't deserve for so much.
The last days are also a bit confusing for me. I came home after almost five months and I returned to some my old habits so naturally, that I even may imagine that Paris had never happened. Such a weird feeling, like all things that passed throughout last months were only a dream. So, people, were you real or just a part of my imagination? :) I guess, I'll find out in few days when I go back, but for now I wil try to take most of my staying here and even make myself to study.
It's good to be here with family and friends, but I am so encouraged by the book I am reading at the moment that tells the life of Jim Elliot, that I am looking forward to going back and put into life the challenges that God gives for MY missionary work. But my heart is broken because not only in Paris I see the longing of people for God...
To finish, my today's main reflection came when I was telling my friend about God's love and the Salvation. I reminded that we are to declare that Jesus is the Lord. And asking myself when was the last time that I told that in front of others I couldn's find the answer. I think I won't find anyone until tomorrow to tell it, but I have a need to share it with you. So I am writing: Jesus is my Lord.
And what is your attitude to this declaration?
What is my attitude? Let me answer to this crucial question. Personally, I am on a good way to stick to Jesus with a firm and stable foundations but the daily life pushes me to stay down to earth. I find Jesus my Lord and Father in my complicated life full of traps which I come across very often. These traps in my misleading mind are so mischievious and dangerous for my Spirit life. I am aware of it. Nonetheless, wih the help of Jezus I am able to overcome them easily. God Bless my Sister!<3
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